I'm getting really close the the point of just giving up...and I mean almost everything I've tried to work on. I feel like there's really no point anymore to upload any song that I have, let alone my Light of the World album that is nearly done. I swear, everything I try to do, I always mess up. Nothing goes right for me...it always ends up bad. I mean hell, I just lost my job cuz I messed up. So much has been going on in my life that I can't even concentrate on making any song. And even if I did finish my new songs, what would be the point? Nothing good has happened to me yet. I gave a DJ I met a while back a CD of mine and never got a call about anything. What was the point of that? Not a damn thing. I think Aki no Mai is offically going to be my very last release on Newgrounds. I'm just so fed up and so frustrated that I always fail miserably at everything I do. I think my dreams died a long time ago. It's over.
I guess I'm back? This place has come a long way.
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What do you mean there's no point!? Enjoying what you do and improving are reasons enough to keep going. If you give up then you'll lose everything you've worked for... what's the point in THAT?
I listened to some of your tracks and I think you're a talented musician. Just keep working hard and you'll eventually get where you want to be. Mistakes are nothing but opportunities to learn. Take some time to think and clear your mind, because its not over as long as you can still do something about it.