I thought I could stop...iunno what happened...but somethin made me keep going. I ended up starting on a new song. And after hearing something horrible about a fan of mine, I'm dedicating it to him. I just hope I can finish this and have him hear it.

I'm getting really close the the point of just giving up...and I mean almost everything I've tried to work on. I feel like there's really no point anymore to upload any song that I have, let alone my Light of the World album that is nearly done. I swear, everything I try to do, I always mess up. Nothing goes right for me...it always ends up bad. I mean hell, I just lost my job cuz I messed up. So much has been going on in my life that I can't even concentrate on making any song. And even if I did finish my new songs, what would be the point? Nothing good has happened to me yet. I gave a DJ I met a while back a CD of mine and never got a call about anything. What was the point of that? Not a damn thing. I think Aki no Mai is offically going to be my very last release on Newgrounds. I'm just so fed up and so frustrated that I always fail miserably at everything I do. I think my dreams died a long time ago. It's over.

So I never did say anything about how nekocon went. Well...I'll tell you now: IT WAS AMAZING!!! DJ KaKuMeI X and I took over the halls during our Hall Party....til the convention ppl (not the nekocon ppl) shut us down 30 mins b4 we were gonna end it cuz Miss America was there. I still to this day have no idea why she was there....but her being there caused us to get shut down. But we will be back next year to take over again! bwahahahaha!!! Anyways, the raves were pretty good. and OMG!! Effing Greg Aryes played a different set?! AND he threw in some Dubstep?! For once he actually did something right!

So moving along, apparently there was a Killer Instinct tourney hosted by TaintedReality.net and screwattack.com. Now as old as that game is and as much as I love KI, I randomly entered it. I played as Glacius throughout the tourney as well as using Orchid once (and was the ONLY Orchid that won might I add). I stomped the competition and won the tourney. However, the final match could've went either way. Oh, I also got interviewed on the 2nd day of Nekocon. Just check these vids out! I'll have the interview up when it's released on youtube since the site that it's on I can't embed the vid....or...you can just watch it here AFTER you watch the two below: http://blip.tv/file/4455611

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And now the bad news:
So my computer completely messed up on me and now I can't work on Sonic Megamix V til I can get a new computer. Good news is I backed all my stuff up so when I do get a new computer, I can get back to work...so all hope isn't lost. ^_^v

Rejoice Sonic Fans!! Megamix IV is finally here! Happy raving!

On a side note:

It seems that Fear Factory 2009 has made #17 in Top 30 this week. You all made my day. I really thank you all for getting it there as well as taking the time to come listen to my songs.

Also:

If you still don't know, November 5-7 will be Nekocon XIII!! If you have the time and money, MAKE YOUR WAY THERE!!! If you love anime and wanna go to a convention, come to Nekocon! Me, along with DJ KaKuMei (a friend of mine), will be this year's 1st ever Hall DJs. You'll also be able to meet me. I'm so excited for this year! ^_^v

I'm currently working on Sonic Megamix IV. However, Eggman has kidnapped me in the middle of it all and has forced me to make a mix entirely for him. So now I'm currently trapped on Death Egg in some wierd dungeon type room making a mix for his party. Where the hell is Sonic?!

So...I've kinda been grinding on SSF4 lately cuz I'm part of the SoVA (South Virginia for those that don't know...) community. Besides that, alot has been going on lately and I haven't had a song in my head since. Long story short, my boss is tryin to get me fired. I'm currently looking for another job while trying to hold on to this one.

Other than that, I'm still around...checking any reviews I rarely get nowadays. I'm working on to re-release some songs that I've changed up/remastered such as: Light of the World, Eternal, Paradise I and II, and others that I need to redo. Songs for Sonic Megamix IV is getting researched. So far I have half the list for it. Yes Deth Egg from Sonic and Knux will be on there...I was planning to have it in the mix.

If you play Super Street Fighter IV look me up! I'm in the top 20 of the Adon ranks (surprisingly). ^_^v

Do NOT underestimate Nemesis Theory in Street Fighter 4

So umm...I know it's old news to most people, but this is new to me. I just read that one of my hip hop producer Nujabes died on Feburary 26th. Of course I'm pretty much upset about it. I could be crying...but I'm not. I'm just really shocked to hear this. It's sad how the good die so young. RIP Seba Jun...your music inspired so many....including myself.

Yes I'm just about as excited as everyone else! The moment it hits midnight I'm puttin all projects on hold because of the awesomeness of this game....just until I get to a part where I get inspired from a song in the game (which I most likely will lol). Oh yeah! I also have another original song in progress as well! There's no title yet, but this one is amazing. Hope you guys have a great day! ^_^v

So youre all wondering where I went to and why nothing has been released. Well...to answer that, my computer messed up....which means no more music from me until I get it fixed. I just hope I don't end up losing everything...otherwise I'm all kinds of screwed. Everything I worked on or was working on will be gone forever. Just the thought of it is killing me. Other than that, I'm okay. No, I didn't leave from here....I'm not goin anywhere. I've just been busy and all with work.

Oh for those that have a PS3, add me if you wish. My PSN is the same name as my newgrounds name. Just let me know you're from newgrounds and all. I don't want some random friend invite saying "I want you" or something like that (inside joke btw....if youre reading this....you know who you are....you still have a stalker LOL). For now I'm playing CODMW2, Tekken 6, Street Fighter 4, Tekken 5 DR, Marvel vs Capcom 2 (IT'S MAHVEL BAYBEH!!!!), KOFXII, DJ Hero, Wipeout HD, Super Street Fighter 2 Turbo HDR, Mortal Kombat 2 (yes I still play that lol), and Puzzle Fighter (best puzzle game EVER!!). I do plan on buying White Knight Chronicles so when I get that I'll be up there too.

On a random note: FINAL FANTASY XIII IS EFFING SMEXY!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!!!!! ^_^v

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I almost forgot to mention!! Check out my friend's page! If you like orchestra, you'll love his work.

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